Motivated

Kinda lazy to update my blog, but who cares huh? It's just my personal blog, din expect people to see it anyway. Felt motivated more than usual. Met Simon aka. Akeabubu who is a blueserver friend for quite some time yesterday, found out that he's a god in figure painting and btw he's a wholesaler for figures except gundam. But he's very experienced in gunpla air-brushing. Felt happy that he's willing to borrow me a air-brush machine hahah. Means I can try out the feeling of AB-ing. Well, most of my figures are completed lazily actually.


Without proper sand paper and cutter actually, found out that most of my kits are poorly made so I will take attention to make it better. Hmmmm .. regret that most of the gunpla i've already stick on the decals and it's too late to modify or AB it. However my precious S-gundam is still clean, and this means i can modify it properly. And I still have few HG kits to use as experiment for my first AB experience.


However, I am not motivated in gunpla. My working life has got better than past few weeks, and MATTA fair is coming up so I will appreciate this chance properly and grab as much as experience as possible. My mission is to get into NATAS fair though all my colleague said it's a pain in the ASS. Well, what I wanna do is to surpass what i can do heh.

Hell yeah, 7 more days for my May'n concert !!!!


Ciaoz

I wish there's 30 hours a day instead of 24 :(

Pretty weird huh my wish? yeah ... I seriously need more time to balance up my life. Working already take half of my day, and left the other half for sleeping, eating, and bath etc. Roughly I have less than 4 hours a day. And by the time I reach home, I am bloody tired and i just wanna have more rest. Finally I understand why people hate working, it's not about the stress. It's about the life.

Recently I got myself a new habit. Since I'm living in places where I no longer can go out easily. What I do during my free times is go for arcade. Usually I will go for it during my half days, and after work like today. Met back John from Sabah, I've lived with him together for around 1month + during my training period at Nexus resort. Had a good talk with him. Glad to reconnect back with him after around half a year.

Guess my hand really itchy for some gunpla. Grabbed some of the San Guo gunpla - Ma Chao gundam and a HG Exia Repair II. Normally I would go for gunpla in UC series.

Wishlist
- Hi-nu gundam
- Sazabi
- Rx-78 One Year War Colour
- Gundam f91
- Gespenst Mk-II
- Zeta Gundams
- Gouf Custom
- Rick Dom
- Acguy
- Gyan
- GP03 Stamen
- Gundam Wing ver. ka
- Gundam Unicorn
- Stark Jegan MG
- MG Zaku II


guess there's a lot.


But I seriously need moarrr time in my life. Wanna watch anime also felt asleep. Kanasai

Working, Annual Dinner and Preparation of CNY

Felt much more happy than back a few day, words that came out from my head of department's mouth somehow gave me a lot of motivation though it might be very normal to other people. At least I felt that I am needed by the organisation. Not being arrogant, but I have the confidence of doing sales. Why I say so? I believe in myself, I am from hotel industry which service speaks the most so? And so far so good, I have been doing okay during my training as operator and front office staff. And my experience as hospitality assistant at Sunway Pyramid, more or less also helped me on approaching people and be friendly. Amadeus class will only start after CNY, which means I have a week of self study and self training in the office without work. Hahah, manage to msn around with peeps and in the same time slowly learn.



Today suprisngly I am included in the company's annual dinner. At first, I felt like it is not good to simply join them for annual dinner as I have just worked for 4 days and most of them is like stranger for me. This is because most of the staffs are from the 'Malaysia' department whereas my department is handling Singapore market only. LOLness, got a hamper and cash worth of rm50. That's really worth it xD. Felt that it's really good for me cuz I've missed the meal at Jogoya with my high school friends due to the clash with SHTLM night. Food was okay only, but it really have a DAMN lot of variety.



Preparation for CNY, helped sis on making the peanut crumble I suppose. I wouldnt count it as cookie because it's texture very loose and fragile. Baked almost 40+ cans of cookies in 2 days. It is really tiring as I just changed my lifestyle from SLACKING to working people. Plan for CNY dishes.

- Hokkien meatball with black fungus
- Fried tofu with thai dressing and cabbage (learnt from oug pasar malam)
- Braised pork
- As usual, pasta
- Wat Tan Hor
- Some thai dessert, felt like making thub thim trob
- and Yong Tau Foo (guidance from mom)
- sweet and sour prawn

Guess that's all with my CNY planning for eve and day1

The Path I've Carved On The 04/02/2010

Hmm .. Actually I got a lot to say but .. I'm too lazy already.. Sudden change in my lifestyle .. it's kinda hard to adjust my sleeping time .. Found myself yawning in the office all the time.

So .. I am finally working after a month worrying about jobless and getting job that I hate. Though received a sudden call that said ' Are you supposed to work today? ' on tuesday morning. Which I never know a single about me being confirmed for the job applied. Hmm .. funny lol? So I begin to work on Thursday due to some unavoided circumstances.

I must admit that I'm a person that blend into a place quite slow compared to other ppl. Yesterday I'm almost like a total idiot doing solo things and the person who supposed to teach me just gave me a very simple briefing. Over the years, I am always proud of my geography knowledge but I'm almost like know nothing compared to the staffs there. However, I managed to impress one of the senior due to my not-so-bad geography knowledge. The company will send me to Amadeus learning classes with certificate provided ( A special system just for ticketing agent)

I am still very blur and I am given different air fare to see. The air fare is different from what we all see because it is for business use and there's a lot of terms and condition, peak or non peak season, service charge and a darn lot more to see. Can't believe that a simple piece of paper have so criteria to see and be aware of it. Looks like i must be more attentive when working :/ After being properly 'brief' by my supervisor, I must be very careful when working because I am actually in a department that dealing with Singapore market and every calls are actually directed from singapore. Heard from my manager the singapore peoples are very kiasu and they usually will try to catch our mistake and make a big fuzz about it lol.

Meanwhile, I am prepared for being BORED for the next few months. As what I oberved, i am going to be place as data entry first. 1 single piece of airfare looks plain, but some complicated one is very very very trouble some. It can take almost 1-2 to just finish it. Imagine it also scary already.

And hereby I am reminding myself to be tough mentally and get through all the shits. I must remember my mission for this year. - Lead a tour out from Malaysia and Get to Natas fair and Matta fair. I'll take everything as challenge and wont give up so easily.